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emocalypsed) wrote2012-12-31 01:22 pm
emocalypsed) wrote2012-12-31 01:22 pm
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memories eleven & twelve
11: earthquake w/Keiichi
He's on campus when the ground starts to shake and Kamui stands up, only to get tackled to the ground by Keiichi. Keiichi holds him (protects him) until the earthquake's over and has a very--extreme reaction, "You can't! You can't stand up when there's an earthquake!" He then mentions that it is v rare for CLAMP campus to shake when there's an earthquake while helping Kamui up, which makes Kamui wonder if it's the fault of the Dragons of Earth. Kamui notices that Keiichi's expression is unusually solemn, and asks after him, to which Keiichi says that "earthquakes are a pain because you can't stop them by yourself."
Which reminds Kamui of Hinoto telling him that the Seals can protect Tokyo via the kekkai. He should be able to stop the big earthquakes (the worst of them) by himself if he can manifest a kekkai and by leading the Dragons of Heaven. He's unsure about his ability to do so.
what he's learned
- the Dragons of Earth's breaking of kekkai is related to earthquakes
- he should be able to stop the earthquakes and save Tokyo
- he can't
- Keiichi is someone who cares about him that he...cares about?
what this means
- earthquakes = bad?
- FIGURE OUT YOUR DAMN POWER +500
12: dreaming with Kakyou
He's naked, covered in blood and still bleeding, wrapped in and suspended by wires that cut into his skin; there are four large wings that sprout from his back, also held in place with wires. None of this seems strange or unusual. He is aware this is a dream.
Kakyou appears and seems almost--sad? Concerned, maybe. He asks if Kamui wants to stop, stop Wishing, because he's already been hurt enough, mind and body, and warns him that if he keeps continuing to Wish, he'll only be hurt more as he finds out more that he doesn't want to know and see things he doesn't want to see.
Kamui acknowledges and accepts that he and Fuuma are both the same Kamui, says that the only person who can stop Fuuma is him. "I won't let him kill any more people." Kakyou asks if Kamui is okay with that, despite knowing that it means using his power to hurt Fuuma, and Kamui takes a moment, but says that it is because he's decided that he will bring Fuuma back.
Kakyou tells him that if he uses the Sword, he will be able to meet Fuuma, but that using it will also bring more tragedy. That Kamui and Fuuma are actually the two sides of the same person ("A kind heart and a cruel heart, a beautiful spirit and a mean spirit [...] the other Kamui that tortures you is also yourself." When asked why he is telling Kamui this, Kakyou tells him that, as a dreamgazer, he knows the future. But also that "the last words of the girl who loved [him] were: the future has not yet been decided."
what he's learned
- Fuuma's killed a lot of people
- at least been the cause of death, whether or not it's directly his hand
- enough that Kamui has set his mind to stop him from killing anymore
- Fuuma and Kamui are two parts of a whole
- He'll do whatever it takes to "bring Fuuma back"
- the 'girl who loved him' is dead...? Kotori.../
what this means
- surprisingly, not as much as it might've earlier. FUUMA'S KILLED PEOPLE but in the aather situation and how Kamui's gotten his memories, he's--much more okay with that than he remembers being.
- +500 Fuuma possessiveness and neediness.
- >confirm with Fuuma whether or not Kotori is dead D8
- +500 acceptance of who Fuuma is, whether or not that is what he remembers. Because they're the same person...??
- pain is inevitable :|b
He's on campus when the ground starts to shake and Kamui stands up, only to get tackled to the ground by Keiichi. Keiichi holds him (protects him) until the earthquake's over and has a very--extreme reaction, "You can't! You can't stand up when there's an earthquake!" He then mentions that it is v rare for CLAMP campus to shake when there's an earthquake while helping Kamui up, which makes Kamui wonder if it's the fault of the Dragons of Earth. Kamui notices that Keiichi's expression is unusually solemn, and asks after him, to which Keiichi says that "earthquakes are a pain because you can't stop them by yourself."
Which reminds Kamui of Hinoto telling him that the Seals can protect Tokyo via the kekkai. He should be able to stop the big earthquakes (the worst of them) by himself if he can manifest a kekkai and by leading the Dragons of Heaven. He's unsure about his ability to do so.
what he's learned
- the Dragons of Earth's breaking of kekkai is related to earthquakes
- he should be able to stop the earthquakes and save Tokyo
- he can't
- Keiichi is someone who cares about him that he...cares about?
what this means
- earthquakes = bad?
- FIGURE OUT YOUR DAMN POWER +500
12: dreaming with Kakyou
He's naked, covered in blood and still bleeding, wrapped in and suspended by wires that cut into his skin; there are four large wings that sprout from his back, also held in place with wires. None of this seems strange or unusual. He is aware this is a dream.
Kakyou appears and seems almost--sad? Concerned, maybe. He asks if Kamui wants to stop, stop Wishing, because he's already been hurt enough, mind and body, and warns him that if he keeps continuing to Wish, he'll only be hurt more as he finds out more that he doesn't want to know and see things he doesn't want to see.
Kamui acknowledges and accepts that he and Fuuma are both the same Kamui, says that the only person who can stop Fuuma is him. "I won't let him kill any more people." Kakyou asks if Kamui is okay with that, despite knowing that it means using his power to hurt Fuuma, and Kamui takes a moment, but says that it is because he's decided that he will bring Fuuma back.
Kakyou tells him that if he uses the Sword, he will be able to meet Fuuma, but that using it will also bring more tragedy. That Kamui and Fuuma are actually the two sides of the same person ("A kind heart and a cruel heart, a beautiful spirit and a mean spirit [...] the other Kamui that tortures you is also yourself." When asked why he is telling Kamui this, Kakyou tells him that, as a dreamgazer, he knows the future. But also that "the last words of the girl who loved [him] were: the future has not yet been decided."
what he's learned
- Fuuma's killed a lot of people
- at least been the cause of death, whether or not it's directly his hand
- enough that Kamui has set his mind to stop him from killing anymore
- Fuuma and Kamui are two parts of a whole
- He'll do whatever it takes to "bring Fuuma back"
- the 'girl who loved him' is dead...? Kotori.../
what this means
- surprisingly, not as much as it might've earlier. FUUMA'S KILLED PEOPLE but in the aather situation and how Kamui's gotten his memories, he's--much more okay with that than he remembers being.
- +500 Fuuma possessiveness and neediness.
- >confirm with Fuuma whether or not Kotori is dead D8
- +500 acceptance of who Fuuma is, whether or not that is what he remembers. Because they're the same person...??
- pain is inevitable :|b